xx. My Sanctuary

RIHANNA & CHRIS BROWN: BACK2BACK CONCERT

2008-11-02T14:21:00.005+08:00

OHMYGOSH.

It is set on stone. I am so gonna be there! :D

Got a gold ticket for PHP3000! That's like B$100. In Brunei, when they hold concerts, the ticket prices usually start at $90+ and that's for just one artist. This is like, CHRIS BROWN AND RIHANNA. GOLD ticket lagi tu which places me not so far away from the stage! YAY!

The ticket is tucked away safely in my wallet. Haha!

Rainy days

2008-06-21T12:33:00.002+08:00

It's one of those bloody days where I suddenly remember my life in Brunei. :( It's sad talaga.

Don't get me wrong, I'm happy here. I've got good friends, my super nice relatives and life is pretty much comfortable for me here and I can do pretty much whatever I want without my mom breathing down my neck.

But I guess that's just exactly what I miss. I miss my mom's nagging, my dad's corny jokes, talking and laughing with Igz and watching Ryan dance and sing (Whuaa? HAHA).

I miss FORM4&5A. Gawd if you guys are reading this, I MISS YOU. :) I wanna go back in time and re-live highschool. I even miss doing simultaneous eqautions and trigonometry for teacher Koh and doing titration for teacher Putri. I even miss cramming for the O'Levels.

Ah shit. Now I can't help but go back to form 1 and form 3. I miss Chay, Joey, Tal, Vee, Rap, Nok and all my pinoy PDSers. I miss our gross but funny PE teacher and his really light brown eyes. Lawa mann. Haha My eyes are stupidly dark black. Haha apakan and oh yeah, singing "Would you like to fly in my beautiful balloon?" for Music Class. HAHA.

I miss playing basketball and netball too. Haha. Even if I'm a super sucky player I make a good GK sometimes. Sometimes saja. HAHA. I miss MAMIH and YOOME.

Ah shet. Emo time is over now. Paul's here. haha. Spoiler!

Davao: The Durian City

2008-06-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

Yay second day in Davao today and I'm super having fun here with my relatives. We're staying at the Chateau Veronica. The place is really nice: 4 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms and super nice landscape. It's air conditioned and there's hot water and I'm really sleepy na. XD Haha.

We went to the Philippine Eagle Center (center ba yun? haha ewan) and saw (duh!) lots of eagles and birds and a huge crocodile. We snapped away among the trees and animals of Mother Nature. XD Basta, first time ko to see an Eagle so I'm happy. Haha sakaaii.

Then we went to this place where they sell products and handicrafts made in Davao and I got to buy mom pretty batik dresses and a nice bag.

Oh shit, I forgot to blog about my gown-fitting. Fortunately, the gown was a great fit. I just had to get a bolero made because it was a tube top and the church is strict about dress codes.

Pigged out with my cousins just now on durian and dulce de leche cake. Cwap. I feel depressed now. Haha and the wedding is tomorrow! Anyway, the gown fits just fine so no problemo. :)

I wish my mommy, my daddy and my brothers were here. It'd be a whole more fun. Oh well, life's like that. Ang labo. Haha.

Long Weekend

2008-06-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

Super funny talaga whenever that "Pinoy Care" song crosses my mind. Naiimagine ko c Ric kumakanta eh. Kakatawa. Haha. Labo.

Yay, long weekend. Pero two days nalang pasokan na ulit. Haha I'm only two weeks into the term and already I'm so tired of school! Don't get me wrong though, super fun din naman in school. Parang highschool kasi yung block namin. Sira.

Three more days to go and here we come, Davao! :) Kakaexcite even though I'm going to miss 2 days of class. Kasi naman, bakit June 9 pa ginawa ang independence day holiday? Dyahe diba. XD

Trinoma

2008-05-31T23:48:00.002+08:00

Also, I was at Trinoma today. Thanks to Bianca and her parents for treating us out to lunch and Starbucks! :)

I had loads of fun shopping with Bianca, Paul and Felix for a bag and later on, eating carbonara with Paul and Felix and then more shopping for shoes at Schu! There was a buy 1, take 1 promo going on so I couldn't resist myself from splurging. Haha. XD

I've got loads of homework to do and I haven't started a single one. I hope my laptop gets fixed real soon. I need to do lots of research and I need to download our files from yahoo groups. So dyahe when you don't have your laptop. >.<

Hillsong United

2008-05-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I forgot to blog about their concert! XD Anyway, yeah, I went and watched the Hillsong United concert May 26th with NJ, Jett and his two friends! Two words: Super Amazing! XD

I loved it and it was so hyped to the max. I almost lost my voice from screaming and singing along and I was so tired when I got home from all that jumping and dancing!

Jett, upload the pics ASAP! XD

YFC Brunei, I wish you guys were there to witness it. I missed you guys throughtout the whole concert. It was just awesome! If they come again next year, I'm definitely watching! :)

AND OH, one more thing! HAHA.

Tom Felton uploaded another feltbeats video! YAY. I just watched it YouTube and I swear I've fallen in love with him all over again. The dude can sing and is one heck of a guitar player at that. Check his videos out. He's just such a honey. <33

College Girl!

2008-05-29T19:40:00.003+08:00

So since Monday, I am now officially a college student. Whoa, right? Just feels like yesterday that I was in YuMi Restaurant, cramming for our AMaths O'Level exam! HAHA.

So far, things have been going great. We've met out professors and so far we haven't encountered any terror profs yet, thankfully although we were kind of told off once or twice already and it's only the first week! HAHA

So I have I think 7 or 8 subjects. I have:

INTGLOS - Introduction to Global Society
POLISCI - Political Science (OMG, i feel like this subj is gonna be a tough one!)
TREDONE - Religious Studies i think.
LBYENVP - Physics Lab. (yes, physics. WTF rght? it's my worst subject ever in form4 and form5)
SCIENVP - Physics Lecture. (i chose IS because i thought I could finally escape physics but turns out i'm wrong!)
FWDANCE - PE! Ballroom Dancing!
CRITHIN - Critical Thinking. Sort of like Philosophy. I think I like it. XD
WIKAKUL - Wika at Kultura. (Language and Culture)

So I'm in school Monday to Thursday for the whole day. We have a freshman concert coming up so I'm hyped for that. My blockmates are uber fun and I think we're the tightest block ever because we're inseparable! Haha.

Well, what can I say about college? I think that to survive, you've got to have a more mature perspective of everything. Gone is the days where you can answer your teachers' questions with "I don't know" or "antah" because you're graded even for recitation which means that you have to participate actively in class discussions which I haven't been doing yet. HAHA.

Oh yeah, the reason why I haven't blogged about my first day is because my laptop's jacked. The fan isn't working and it keeps on shutting down. BOOOOO. Hate it. haha

I MISS BRUNEI SO fcuking much though! =( Love you guys! You know who you are lahhh.

And oh yeah, can you believe that next week, we already have a freaking PHYSICS test? Haha yeah. So I gotta recall my physics! Wish me luck!!! :)

it's back

2008-05-18T21:11:00.002+08:00

thank gosh the internet is back. It's been down for like 2 days and it's really annoying because...just because! XD

Orientation in dlsu was freaking awesome, I can't even start. I got to know my blockmates and we were introduced and briefed about everything we need to know from the organizations and other ECAs. They did a really good job at making the freshmen feel welcome. I had a blast during the second day if it was uber tiring. The animo building just makes you feel so hyped and high that you just want to jump, which of course I had to stop myself from doing. XD

Anyway, since my cousin is here for the weekend, I finally got to set foot on Trinoma and Gateway and good news, I now know how to get there! Yay! :)

So, my blog is lame and I just feel like going out again. Maybe tuesday. :)

All Me

2008-05-12T13:08:00.002+08:00

It's funny how you undergo this huge transition when you move to a place that's totally different from where you grew up or lived for a long time. It's not that bad, really. You've just gotta thicken up your skin and accept the changes that come your way. Learn from the people that are around you and just tell yourself that you'll survive and one day, all this will become everyday normal.

I surprisingly haven't been having a difficult time adjusting although living here even for a short while palang has already opened my eyes and mind to a wider prospective of life here. Sure there are so many things that annoy me and there are also things that I look plenty forward to and just feel hyped about.

The pollution here is just excessive. Take a day's out and when you get home and start eskinol-ing your face, you'll know what I mean. The cotton will just turn dark with one swipe on your face. HAHA. It's just smoke everywhere. Smoke from jeepneys, smoke from tricycles, smoke from cigarette smokers. You just gotta have something to cover your nose and mouth with everytime you walk out of your house if you don't want to die of lung cancer or something.

And poverty issues, OMG. I don't even know where to start. Poverty in the Philippines is so common and widespread. You'd see homeless people on the streets, kids extending their palms to you for money and elderly people walking around with sadness evident in their eyes. It's just so overwhelming you know. You just want to reach out to them and help them.

Crime rates are as high as ever these days. You watch the news and word of murders and robberies are never absent. There are snatchers, hold-uppers and pickpockets everywhere and I'm just glad I'm not a victim yet and I do hope I'll never be one. You can't really blame these people. With the price of rice, gas and practically everything skyrocketing these days and wages that can barely support your family, you can't blame them for the measures they've resolved to taking.

As if things aren't already bad enough as it is, this food crisis issue surfaces. So there's a shortage in rice and now we're importing rice from Thailand and are currently getting buried in debt because of the massive amounts of rice being imported. Who knows the day after tomorrow they're going to be telling us there's a freaking shortage in oxygen or something. Okay I admit that's an exaggeration but yeah you get the point. I hope you did!

Hey, I'm not trying to scare you or anything but that's just what I see with my own eyes, y'know. Besides, there are still a million fun things you could do here and a million beautiful places to see. We still have Mall of Asia, Ayala, Davao beaches and Boracay white sand and a lot of tourist places so you'll still enjoy your time here! HAHA.

Anyway, filipino people are known for always being happy despite how hard life is so it really depends on how you make the best of everything you have and just face the music, y'know and just keep your faith in God rockhard. :)

Wow, do I sound like I'm competing for Miss Earth or something? HAHA. I just feel really human right now. :)

Momma's Day

2008-05-11T23:56:00.005+08:00

OMG I'm such a loser! I blogged about David Cook and Veronica Mars and I didn't even blog about the most IMPORTANT thing, like ever! WTF lah.

BUT I DID greet my mommy, okay? Right after I woke up, even! So I did not forget. XD I just forgot to blog about it... something like that. =_=

Anywayyy...

This is my first mother's day without my mommy and OMG, I can't even start telling you how sad it is. I MISS her to bits and I just feel like hugging her real tight, y'know.

Anyway, to my mommy, I can't thank you enough for just...everything. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE YOU to the HIGHEST LEVEL. Really, no one can ever compare to you! HUGS

*sniff.
i miss my family lah.
i miss laughing crazy with Igz at the stupidest things.
I miss my annoying rascal of a youngest brother. He's actually really sweet y'kno.
I miss my daddy and his corny jokes which I laugh at because his face looks really funny when he's telling his corny jokes. hehe. love you dad.
i miss my mommy and her salty tuna spaghetti (iknowright?) and her crazy laugh.

OMG tears are actually streaming down my face right now. XD
wth hell lahh...
I just really miss them...

:)

Veronica, Veronica

2008-05-11T22:19:00.004+08:00

I saw Kristen Bell on E! just now and I couldn't help but think "OMG, I MISS Veronica Mars."

Yep, yep. You gotta love Neptune's Rich Guy Kryptonite. :) I just love, love her!

It's a bloody shame that they decided to freaking cut the show. Come onnnn. Don't tell me you didn't love her witty comments and out of this world sarcasm! Veronica Mars is even wayyyyy better than whatever show you replaced it with even if I don't have any idea what you replaced it with! That's just the way it is!

You'd never guess what's behind that smile and angelic face of hers! HAH.

I miss bitching out with Paul over whether who she's going to end up with. He likes her with Dick but I don't because Dick Casablancas can be just that. A dick. Seriously.

Logan's the guy for her. Or maybe that Troy 'drug addict' dude. Duncan Kane would have been good for her if he didn't screw up this other chick. Hey, Piz wouldn't be so bad for her either or...Sheriff Lamb. HAHAHA. WTF. She's got so many guys to choose from. Let's face it, the bizatch from Neptune does get a lot of action.

And so I'm rambling. I must be really bored. XD Paul would love this. Bring Veronica Mars back lah. NBC, you totally mucked everything up when you cut VM.

Ohh my fave quotes from the show HAHA. :

Dick: I met this girl a couple weeks ago. Hot! Like, volcanic hot, like I might have to use an oven mit to feel her up.

Dick: "Ms. Dumbass."
Ms Dumause: "It's Ms. Dumause, Dick."
Dick: "Well, my name's pronounced Rishard and it stinks back here, I think someone died."
(oh yeah, Ms. Dumause is played by this girl from Top Model. She won a challenge and she got the role.)

Dick: [upon seeing Veronica] Dude, what the hell are you doing? Please tell me this is like, some new reality show called My Skank.
Logan: Goodbye, Dick.
Dick: What?
Logan: Get out of my house. You have a problem with Veronica, you leave. Actually, you have a problem with Veronica, you're pretty much dead to me, so just, like, evaporate or something, I dunno.
(Aww aint that just sweet. haha)

Madison: Pretty Woman is still my favorite movie. Vivian is, like, my hero.
Veronica: She's a hooker.
Gia: Only because she had to be.
Veronica: She's a hooker.

Lamb: What do you mean by, "it smelled"?
Dick: Dude, it smelled - like the ass of something that died.
Lamb: And you can't say what it was?
Dick: I'm not, like, a professional smellologist.

Lamb: Still picking winners, huh, Veronica?
Veronica: I told you, when I start picking losers, it's all you.

I'm gonna start watching season1 all over again. Actually, maybe I'll finish Season 3 first. XD

David Cook

2008-05-11T20:38:00.002+08:00

Okay, this is actually the first time I'm going to blog about American Idol. Now that we're down to the top 3, I just couldn't help but want to blog about it and I can say that I'm pretty happy about the top3. I'm super happy that Jason Castro got the boot. He was getting really annoying with those dread locks and horrible choice of songs.

David Cook is my bet this season. Don't get me wrong, I love David Archuleta as well but I can't help it if I love David Cook more. :)

Isn't he just heavenly? Haha. Let me just say this: I am a fan and not a fangirl. There is a difference. ;)

Doesn't he just make you want to hug someone? :D Gadd.

Anyway, I hope he does win.

Friday Out

2008-05-10T17:58:00.006+08:00

So, I was out Danver, Martin, Paul and his cousin, Trish yesterday. I had to pick Danver up at McDonald's in Taft and instead of waiting for Paul and Trish, he decided he wanted to go pick Martin up at the World Trade Center so that's exactly what we did.

We took the LRT to Gil Puyat and took a jeep to World Trade but we ended up going past World Trade because we weren't sure if we should stop the driver in the middle of the high way and so we got off at GSIS instead and then we had to take another jeep to World Trade and this time, the freaking driver dropped us off at the side of World Trade so we had to freaking walk in the hot sun and polluted air to the front of the building. Anyway, we got there and we met up with Martin and soon after, Paul and Trish arrived after which we hailed a cab and endured an uber long taxi ride because of the weekend traffic.

Anyway, we got to Glorietta around 3pm and everyone voted on watching Speed Racer even if Dan and I wanted to watch What Happens In Vegas. Well actually, Dan wanted to watch When Love Begins but anyway we all settled on Speed Racer and I have to say the movie was an absolute bore in the beginning but towards the middle it got really exciting up to the end. Rain (yes, the Korean pop star and actor) was in the movie and I have to say he did a pretty good job at the action scenes although he seriously needs to learn his English if ever he wants to make even bigger bucks in Hollywood. He wasn't that bad. You have to give him credit for being able to memorize his lines, though. Even though he only uttered a short phrase every time he spoke. XD

We ended up searching the whole of Makati for someplace to eat after the movie until we all settled on eating out at California's Pizza Kitchen. Martin's treat. HUGE thanks for that, Martin. ;)

PICTURES!

Animo La Salle!

2008-05-07T15:30:00.003+08:00

I am now officially a Lasallian! :)
And I'm just so ecstatic! XD

So yeah, enrollment was today for freshmen of College of Liberal Arts and I arrived at DLSU at around 12.15 so since the enrollment doesn't start until 1.30pm, I had to wait there inside for almost an hour. I was next to a guy who was sorta hot but I didn't talk to him because the girl next to me seemed friendlier than he did. LOL.

Well anyway, everything went smoothly. I just handed in the requirements, payed my fees and took my schedule and I was out of there by 2.30pm. Of course I was smiling ear to ear on my way to the LRT station because I'm now officially a Lasallian! XD

So, I just got back from Santiago yesterday morning. Santiago City's festival, the Pattaraday Festival ended the day before and OMG, all I can say is that it was one hell of a cultural experience. The Street Dance exhibition and competition was held on Monday and different dance troupes from different regions of the Philippines came and competed against each other. I loved the Sinulog Festival from Cebu City and the Pandan Festival from Pangasinan the best.

I think I mentioned before the my cousin was performing at our village's festival, right? Or maybe I didn't. Anyway, she performed and she had these uber hot back-up dancers that were always at our place practicing. XD Yeah, I just wanted to tell you. HAHA.

By the way, did you know that with 385pesos which is equivalent to about $14, you can get to Santiago City by bus which is like, 8 to 9 hours from Manila? I find it hard to believe. LOL. Unbelievable because in Brunei, $14 is the cost of one taxi ride for 4 people from the Mall to Bengkurong which is like, 15minutes apart. XD

Anyway, freshmen orientation is on the 14th to 15th of May and I'll finally get to meet my classmates and tour the campus. I'm telling you, the campus is just huge. You need to take a jeepney ride to get to the admissions building from one of the buildings. HAHA. XD

I'll blog about how it goes. =)

DLSU

2008-04-21T18:16:00.002+08:00

I just got home from DLSU about two hours ago and I am so freaking relieved (ecstatic, too) that I am finally almost a Lasallian! :) I still have to enrol on the 7th of May and then there's orientation on the 14th and 15th where I guess I'll meet my future classmates and tour around De La Salle University. I'm so excited! Although, I am pretty intimidated too but I guess that's how all incoming freshmen feel.

Freshman. Freshman. :)

I'm still getting used to the word. It's...nice. It's a whole new world compared to high school. Will I be able to survive? Oh well, I've got approximately a month to thicken my skin and learn the ups and abouts of Manila. I'm a fast learner. I'll survive. XD

I'm dead tired right now but I wanted to blog about my day immediately not because it was eventful but because I've got a few rants and raves about what I went through today.

So, my day began by waking up and finding out I've got a horrible cold. We went over to UST around 9 and immediately pulled out my reservation at the Faculty of Arts and Letters building. There was a little glitch where they couldn't find the credentials I submitted to them until they remembered that my credentials were at the Registrar because apparently, I'm a foreign student so my credentials go over to them. So I went there and got my credentials back in a second.

Then, we headed to DLSU and I handed my credentials to the man at the counter and he scans through them and then tells me that because it's international, I have to head down to the Department of Education in Edsa which is like, an hour's trip away, for my credentials to be evaluated and certified. Well, I had no choice so my cousin and I had to rush over to DepEd but because it was nearing lunchbreak, we stopped by at Trinoma for lunch. LOL.

Well, let's skip to what happened at DepEd. So, I was there right and the woman at the counter referred me to the Secondary Education Division and I asked the lady there for an evaluation and then she refers me to this other lady but because she was talking to someone, I waited.

So then, I was sitting there right and I can't help but overhear them and guess what, I realize that they were actually talking casually! Like, catching-up-with-each-other-for-old-time's-sake kind of talking! So I was getting really annoyed because I needed the certification immediately because my deadline at DLSU is today so I began shooting them impatient looks. LOL. Thankfully, though, she finally noticed so she called me over while her 'friend' was still there. So I told her what I needed and her 'friend' begins chatting me up after she sees from my credentials that I'm from Brunei and according to her, she tutored in this tutor center in Brunei.

And so, while the lady was writing up a reference about my documents, she puts down her pen and starts talking to her friend for like about 3 minutes before she got back to what she was doing and her friend left. So I was all relieved when her friend left right and she was able to finish what she was doing until suddenly she tells me that the Director is out in a meeting and there's no one who can sign my certification! I got all frantic and my patience was waning and I explained to her that I needed it by that hour otherwise I have no college to attend!

In the end, they decided to give me a copy of my certification that the lady signed and told me to show it to the admissions office at DLSU and come back for the original one tomorrow instead. I was annoyed that they didn't have at least one authorized personnel to sign such important documents but I had no choice but to settle for what they can give me and pray to God that DLSU accepts it. Well, God answered my prayers and they did accept it! So now, I've got a confirmed enrolment date and I'm bloody relieved beyond words sitting here and blogging about how my uber long and stressful day!

If you've gotten this far, I'm surprised you haven't clicked that 'X' on the upper right hand corner. :)

Suicidal, Suicidal

2008-04-18T18:08:00.005+08:00

No, I'm not turning emo and getting all suicidal. I'm singing Sean Kingston's Beautiful Girls! Why?

Because he's the artist Paul and I watched at Glorietta the other night!!

Two words: Freaking Amazing!

It was surprisingly really fun! His songs are catchy and groovy and Paul and I couldn't help but dance along. There were SO many people that it was so hot and really crowded! His mini concert was actually very enjoyable!

That's him! Encircled by the spotlight. :)

Paul & Kayz.

Even if I'm not a big fan of Sean Kingston, he was a real blast to watch! I had a good night! :D

So anyway, I went to DLSU last night to find out whether I got it or not and guess what, I GOT IN!!

I got accepted for American Studies but I plan to shift to European Studies after the first trimester if I can.

People are constantly asking me about my choice of course because it's not that known and common yet. Let me clear it up for you. European Studies is a course where you get to study Europe's history, politics and culture. You also have to study French and Spanish.

People also constantly ask me what kind of job will I be able to land after I graduate from this course? Job opportunities range from being a diplomat or worker in embassies or the Department of Foreign Affairs. You also engage in foreign service and you can also get involved in international business companies.

So that's as much as I know about my course. It's what I'm really set on taking up right now. :)

Mum goes back.

2008-04-15T17:30:00.003+08:00

My mum left for Brunei today. =( My eyes stung and watered as I hugged her and gave her a kiss on the cheek. I'm going to miss my mummy! Love you, mum!

Well, I've got to learn to live independently now. So far, I'm doing alright. I haven't tried commuting by myself yet because it's bloody scary but I've gotten pretty good at remembering places so I guess that's a pretty good step.

I was in Santiago for about a week. It's fun there. Very home-y and nice. It's just really pretty hot and humid. Speaking about the weather, it's not that hot here in Manila anymore, surprisingly. It's been windy and sometimes the day's pretty dark. They say a storm's about to pass by but I don't know. Maybe.

So I've moved into my cousin's apartment. All my clothes and belongings are already in place and I'm quickly adjusting to this new 'home' of mine. Not bad, really. I just really miss my family back home in Brunei. See, I'm still not over referring to Brunei as my 'home'. I guess Brunei will always be home to me. :)

I'm still waiting for DLSU's call about whether I'm accepted or not so I've no clue yet as to where I'm really going to study. So you know that I applied in Singapore right and I didn't get accepted and then, all of a sudden, they call me up to tell me that I've got an opening slot for nursing and that I should be there by friday because classes start MONDAY which is YESTERDAY!

I was so excited and all that but sadly, I had to decline their offer. I can't process my student visa, fly over to singapore without even knowing a clue about the country in just four days!!! So I felt really bad! So sayang kali ah!!!

Well, that's all that's new about me here. XD Not much going on because I don't know how to go out and about here. So scary!!! Haha.

Manila, Manila

2008-04-01T15:26:00.002+08:00

Three days ago I was blogging from Brunei. Now, sitting on my arse and irritated beyond belief of this polluted heat, I announce to you that I am now really in Philippines. XD

I went to UST and DLSU with Paul yesterday. He came with us because as you know, my mom and I are totally clueless when it comes to commuting but now, I'm proud to say that I now know my way around here! I'm going to live in my cousin's place with our other cousins and their place is like, walking distance to UST! How fab is that! XD

AND, DLSU is like, 5 stations away on LRT. Super easy to get there. So I don't have to go looking for a place to live anymore. :)

So, mom had to stay at the dentist to get her teeth checked so Paul and I hung out at SM in the meantime. It was good catching up with him again.

I had to go back to UST again today. I had a little snitch with the admin because of my grades. They didn't really understand the conversion of the grades from Brunei to Phils so I had to go back to the registrar. At the end of the day, thankfully, all fell into place and I was deemed ready for enrolment on the 24th of April! I'm super excited! I got to meet new people there too so I'm guessing my first day won't be so bad at all. :)

So tonight, my mom and I are travelling to Nabaccayan, my uncle's province for his birthday celebration tomorrow. I don't think we'll be there long because I have so many things to take care of here in Manila what with my enrollment stuff and all.

That concludes my first three days here in Philippines. I don't think I'll be able to update for a few days, though. Anyway, friends and family in Brunei, I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

<333

Farewell Brunei...

2008-03-29T05:13:00.002+08:00

Good morning! XD
I start my 5-hour journey to Kota Kinabalu about 45 minutes from now, then at 2pm, we're taking off for Philippines.

I can't express how I feel really. I feel nostalgic, sad and excited and it's a bugger that my tear ducts just can't seem to dry up!

Anyways, I just wanna shout out to all my Brunei friends!

Thanks for everything yeah? From my Sunshine School peers to my PDS batchmates, my YFC family and all my other friends! You guys are the greatest! I love you all to bits! God bless yeah! See you all soon! Keep in touch okay!
I'm going to freaking miss you all!

<333

Wednesday

2008-03-26T21:29:00.002+08:00

Thursday, Friday and then...Saturday. The day. Gadd just thinking of it makes me go all emo and I feel like I want to cry!

And today, I had to freaking postpone hanging out with my old classmates because my mother wanted me to start freaking packing!

Seriously. There are three more days to go. More than ample time to pack. Packing is easy. I wanted to hang out with my friends, friends who I've not seen in a long time and won't be seeing in a long time when I leave but no, she demands that I stay home and then accuses me of being uninterested in going back to Philippines and giving my social life more importance than my education and I'm like, okay, I have to breathe now and compress this ball of frustration that was getting bigger and bigger by the second before I snap and yell things I might regret later on. The fact that I'm PMS-ing doesn't help either. I tried to calmly reason with her that I wanted to spend some time with my friends before I leave and would you believe it, she pauses, stares at me and then, there was no stopping her.

She was yelling and glaring at me so much I thought her eyes would pop out of their sockets and I felt beyond exasperated that I was a hair's breadth away from crying that I eventually started sorting out my clothes and stuff while listening to Josh Groban's heavenly, heavenly voice. I couldn't suppress my feelings any more and finally let my tears of frustration fall when he started singing You Are Loved. XD The irony's bloody killing me.

Seriously. She just doesn't understand. They don't understand. I'm bloody leaving Brunei for Pete's sake. It might not be a big deal to them, to you even, but to me, it's a freaking milestone! I've lived here for the whole of my life, for 16 years. I'm practically Bruneian. My school was here, my friends, my home and basically my life. Of course I need some time to prepare myself and to savour and remember everything and her incessant nagging and telling me off to no end is just very...frustrating.

Well, we're good now anyway. I don't stay angry for long, at least not at her because giving her the silent treatment and ignoring her will lead yet again to another round of nagging and telling off at it's fastest speed that it might as well be recorded in the Guinness Book of World Records. Seriously.

I brood a lot. I complain a lot. But I have to admit, I'm going to really miss my mother...and my daddy...and Igz...and Ryan. Being the unica hija (only girl) in the family, I'm pretty sure they'll miss me too coz I'll miss them for sure. Oh God, I'm getting all teary-eyed now. Fudge.

Anyway, what it all comes down to at the end of the day, despite all the arguments and nitches we may have, they're still my family and not even turning the world upside down would change that and I freaking love them to bits.

<33

2008-03-24T21:45:00.002+08:00

HUGE THANKS
to all who came by here to spend the day with us!
I had great fun karaoke-ing, walking, CS-ing, playing basketball, eating and just hanging out with you guys even if our plans didn't turn out the way we wanted em to.

LOTS OF LOVE
to Bianca, Manuel, Karmina, Janno, Sarah, Ria and Alister for coming!

Hope you guys had fun too! :)

They spent the day at IMD doing things that we usually do which is basically play CS, eat and play basketball. We sang karaoke a bit too. Haha. Bianca and Sarah have the coolest voice ever! We wanted to watch a movie but the guys had to play at Darul Hana for an "urgent game" and they came back kinda late and Bianca, Manny and Sarah they all had to go.

So it was just with the guys that we watched Vantage Point at home. Danver brought chocolate cake which we finished through the opening credits of the movie. They didn't even bother to get plates! HAHA. Share share saja. XD They were so noisy and Ryan kept making me laugh that we had to repeat the first part of the movie three times because we kept missing it and we couldn't get what the movie was about. Also, it turns out that Danver had already watched it and he was explaining the whole movie to us with spoilers! Jeeeez. LOL. He told us everything! Haha.

After the movie, we all planned to go to the mall today but then these stupid stomach and abdominal cramps come attacking me and I can't even stand without a thousand jolts of pain rushing through my stomach! It sucks because we were supposed to watch Horton and play CS and hang out and then go to the YFC meeting at JR's place but it turns out I couldn't go... :( So sad! Oh well, now I know never to play sports and walk around for a long time when I have my period. Gaaaddd. Sakit kali ah.

29th of March

2008-03-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

Wow. It's really confirmed now. I'm leaving Brunei on the 29th and I'm not coming back in a long, long time.

I was booking the tickets just now and I suddenly got thinking about how actually real this is. I mean, yeah, I know I'm leaving and all, it's just that it never really got to me at the beginning but now that the freaking travel itinerary is in front of my eyes, it just feels "Woah! I'm really leaving." It's like, solid impact.

It's hilarious and at the same time really nostalgic. I've never been away from Brunei for more than a month and the prospect of actually living in Philippines is both really exciting and scary.

Exciting because I'm granted independence and it's really a whole new thing for me and scary because...well, because it's Philippines. Enough said, I believe?

There are lots of things I'll miss about Brunei.

1. School. WTF? I know right. But really, school is practically the only active social circle here (or maybe I'm just really lame, lol) so you can't blame me. :)

2. Church and YFC. Yeah, there's YFC in Phils but its not the same right? I mean, I practically grew up in YFC here and everyone feels like family now so I'm definitely going to miss that. I'm one of the oldest members here and in Phils, I'm going to be the newbie. And church...? Because I like the mass here better. I don't know why. It's just so solemn and there's this togetherness that you feel when you're at mass here. Or maybe it's just me again. XD

3. Clean Air and Peace. Yep, definitely going to miss that. Philippines is one wild country, especially in politics. I think the problem is that everyone somehow turns out having skeletons in their closets, be it million peso debts or scandals and everyone just makes a huge issue out of it. And oh, not to forget, there's greed too. No forgetting that one, for sure.

4. Nasi lemak, Beef Rendang, Satay and Ros Bandung. Gluttony, yes, I know but really, you can't get any better than juicy satay and red hot sambal on chicken, people. XD

5. My Darul Hana and IMD friends. I can't even start telling you guys how much I'll miss you. You guys are my childhood. Great, great people is what you are. From Ren, Char, RG, Chay, Angie, V-anne and all those who're now in Phils to the ones that are left here with me, Arvay, Jovz, Danver, Ryan, April, Richelle and all you guys, love you all! Really.

6. My adored friends! I'll miss my batchmates in school, Hanah banana, Farina, my YFC friends and all you guys. Love you all. :D

7. Last but definitely not least, the Pasions. Yeah. Love you guys. Igz, good luck with being the 'eldest' now. XD

I'm being overly dramatic now. XD Nostalgia is bloody getting to me.

Mum's 41st

2008-03-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY! :D
Wish you lots more years to come and I hope you'd live so long that you'd get to see lots of your great grandchildren!
Love you, mum!

2008-03-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

Right, I've calmed down now. Forgave but did not forget. I have a problem with the whole "forget" thing.

I figured he doesn't really mean it but oh well, never mind! HAHA. XD

2008-03-14T20:56:00.002+08:00

Wow. My brother wants me to just get the hell out of Brunei and go back to Philippines and he bloody wants me to do it right now. I'm like, wtf? You have no idea just how very sad it is to hear it. I'm like, what the hell? Seriously.

I really need to let off some steam because I am way beyond pissed off right now. I bet you're thinking that I should write this somewhere more private like, in my bloody journal or something. Sorry for you, I don't have one.

I ask him to stop what he was doing on the laptop to do one small thing and he gets angry about it. He goes dumping all the stuff carelessly and muttering under his breath. I let him off.

Then, I notice this thing and I remind him to work on that thing because it's one of his household duties anyway and guess what? He fudging shouts at me. I ask him why he's yelling and he yells at me that I should get on with this thing instead because he's already doing the other thing. Again, I let him off.

I just got home from work, okay? I spent the whole afternoon teaching super hyper 7 to 10 year old kids. When I get home, I cook something up for them because mom's out. I'm tired. I sound like a freaking mom but seriously, I ask him to do these two small things which in fact he knows are his responsibilities and he blows up at me like that. How hateful is that?

Knowing him, I knew he wasn't going to do it because he's so eager to get back on the laptop so I remind him again of the other thing and he yells a thousand decibels louder than he did the second time and would you know it, he bloody asks me to just go back to Philippines. I snapped. Would you blame me for snapping? I'm human. I can only take so much. I yelled back that he doesn't have to wait long because I'm leaving real soon and he asks why I can't just go right now?

I felt like I had just been slapped in the face with a fudging stainless steel frying pan. Seriously. I've been spending all this time getting bloody emotional about being far from my family for an uber long time for the first time ever in my life and it's no big deal to him.

I don't know how I feel right now. Knowing especially that it's lent and I shouldn't have let these things happen and I should have been more patient. But seriously. Jeeeeez.

100th Post

2008-03-12T22:06:00.004+08:00

Oooh yay! This is officially my 100th Post. Congratulate me! HAHA.

Anyway, I just watched this ridiculous and really embarassing video on youtube. This is really mean but seriously, how do you expect a girl like her to grab the Miss World crown and make us Pinoys proud? Yes, I'm talking about Miss Philippines representative to Miss World.

I'm mean, I know. Diss me all you want but I have been trying to see beyond her lack of wit and just be proud of her but really, if you'd have watched the video, I'm pretty sure you'd be recoiling into a dark corner halfway through it. It's not even funny.

I don't know what the judges see in her but seeing how she handled the question and answer portion I thought she would have nose bleeded to death! I can't blame her really. It's the judges who are to blame. Shame on them really, shoving a girl into the butt of everyone's jokes and ridicule!

She still has seven months to go till the Ms World pageant so I hope she uses that time to actually learn something from her Mass Communication course!

Paolo Bediones: Janina, how are you?
Janina San Miguel: I'm fine.
Paolo Bediones: Alright, so you won two of the major awards - Best in Long Gown, Best in Swimsuit, do you feel any pressure right now?
Janina San Miguel: No, I don't feel any pressure right now.

The question is, what role did your family play to you as candidate to Binibining Pilinas?
Well, my pamily's role for me is so important b'coz there was the wa- they're, they was the one who's... very... Hahahaha... Oh I'm so sorry, Ahhmm... My pamily... My family... Oh my god... I'm...
(Paolo Bediones: Pwede ka magtagalog,ok lang) Ok, I'm so sorry... I... I told you that I'm so confident... Eto, Ahhmm, Wait... Hahahaha, Ahmmm, Sorry guys because this was really my first pageant ever b'coz I'm only 17 years old and ahahaha I, I did not expect that I came from, I came from one of the taf 10. Hmmm, so... but I said dot my family is the most important persons in my life. Thank you.

haha

2008-03-09T19:16:00.001+08:00

I absolutely have no idea why this is so funny but it is. XD

I googled myself (sad, iknowright but i was bored and didn't have anything to do) and my blog, THIS blog came second on the result page! HAHAHA.

I seriously don't know why it's funny. It just is.

I'm being lame again. Damn it.

I can't help the way I fall for you

2008-02-29T02:06:00.004+08:00

Yes, I know. It's 2.am in the morning and I'm still awake on this ungodly hour!

You wanna know why? OMG. Because I've fallen in love with Tom Felton all over again. Sigh* How can you not when he plays the guitar and sings you a love song? Holy shet. Another Tom Felton obssessed blog entry. Gaaad.

You'll probably love this, I'm sure. Coz I did! XD

Haha see? It's an original song (so he says). I swear, he cannot get any hotter. Oh gosh, this is so pathetic, isn't it? HAHA. Gadd i think I should get some sleep, yeah? XD

Sunday Splash

2008-02-24T20:01:00.003+08:00

Ah yes. Another spur of the moment thing. Again, it was unplanned so we didn't get to invite any of our friends except for Dannica and her family.

It was a great day for swimming because there was no sun and it was really cloudy. Thankfully, it didn't rain so we swam our hearts out. Haha. Took a lot of snapshots too. See them on my friendster or my Multiply if you want to. :)

So it was just my family and Dannica's family and of course my cousins and our lola. :) There were a lot of birds to watch too, if you know what I mean. ;)

By the time we were done swimming, we were all starved but we went on walking around the hotel and taking pictures. My favourite spot: The Ladies' Restroom.

I swear it's bloody beautiful in there! The lighting is perfect, from the tiles to the furnishings. Gadd, I could live there! XD

Since we were all starved and we all felt like we could a eat a whole horse each, we headed down to this Chicken Rice place and ate till we just had to walk around to get rid of the fullness we were feeling. I have to say, being bloated and feeling all full is just not nice at all.

So that's my Sunday. :) Pictures are being uploaded if you're interested (then again maybe you're not. Haha!)

more moolah, please

2008-02-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

Right. I know, I just got paid but who knew that amount would be so damn insufficient. Okay, maybe it wasn't. I'm just being materialistic, again. Bugger.

Hmm, maybe I'll give that up for lent. I know it won't be for 40 days now but better late than never right which isn't really the issue. The real question is, will I be able to abstain from shopping for a whole month? I guess not. I think I'm sticking to abstaining from gossip and badmouthing people. I'm doing pretty good so far. I haven't said a foul thing about another person. Not even about Britney Spears.

Okay, that is not counted as bad mouthing. I did not say a thing about her. I merely mentioned her name in my much loved blog. XD

Gaad, I'm such a mean person.

It's the estrogen, I swear. I'm having really bad mood swings and I cried when this monkey was taken away from its mother in this movie I recently watched.

Hormones. They make you irritated, moody and emotional. They are also supposedly supposed to make you horny but fortunately, I'm having none of that. I've been too busy wallowing over that monkey who was taken away from its mommy. (I am kidding, obviously. I have college, work and a social life to think about too.)

Gaad what a prima-donna-miss-bloody-prissy blog post this is. I had better stop before you hate me and decide not to be my friend anymore.

Let me just blog about what's been happening lately.

Igz celebrated his birthday in Jerudong Park last night with our relatives. So few rides were open that they might as well have closed down all the rides itself. We had to make do with the paddle boat, the bumper cars and the bloody caterpillar. What. The. Hell.

HAHA. Thankfully, we were all making fun of it so we had a pretty good time taking pictures and walking around being goofy.

So yeah, Happy Birthday, Igz!

survey for the ladies

2008-02-18T16:47:00.003+08:00

Found this somewhere on the net. I'm bored so yeah...

Femme Physique
1. Eye colour
- Brown

2. Hair colour
- Black.

3. Fair, Olive, Tan?
- Um I'm not that fair but I'm not that dark so uhh olive? XD I dnow!

4. Petite, Tall?
- Quite tall, i guess.

5. Slim, Athletic or Curvacious?
- HAHA. Curvacious.

The Ideal Man.
1. Mysterious or Spontaneous?
- Uhm both? But if I really had to choose, I'd go for the mysterious Michael Scofield kind. XD

2. Favourite scent on men?
- Definitely BVLGARI AQVA. Smells sexayy.

3. Jock, poet or musician?
- Wow. Tough. An athlete who can play guitar or drums and at least knows who William Shakespeare is would do. HAHA

4. Riches or Rags?
- You seriously had to ask? HAHA

5. Ideal built?
- Tall, lean, handsome. XD

Goals and Dreams.
1. Dream job?
- Undecided but I'm thinking alongside of a medical career.

2. Dream house?
- Oh wow. You know those old Victorian houses you see in movies like Pride and Prejudice? Yeah I want a Victorian house with lots of velvet and elegant furniture. =)

3. By age 18...
- I want to be able to drive and be on the Dean's list.

4. By age 25...
- I'd have a stable and successful career, hopefully in the UK.

5. By age 35...
- I'd be happily married with kids!

dreamy

2008-02-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

Mcdreamy. He is just that.
Dreamy.
*sigh*

Okay, I'm sorry you have to sit through one of my fangirl "episodes" yet again which is sad, really, but come on, it's McDreamy we're talking about here and I didn't pass out fliers to advertise my blog and force you to read it.

Okay.
1,2,3...

I'm over it.
:)

Right, so I didn't get to watch GA coz I uploaded the pics my friends have been asking for for quite some time now. Sorry for that. Don't really have much time to go online these days...

It's February 15th, halfway through the second month of the year and I am still the same, old Kayz. What is that?

I think its due time for a little change. I should re-write my to-do lists and actually try to actually "do" them so I could actually get somewhere. LOL.

And I noticed lately that I've been spacing out a lot, doing my own thing and being absorbed in my own world. It's been happening quite a lot. I don't get affected by my brother screaming his lungs out at my other brother, I seem to shut out what other people are talking about and I seem to space out and just daydream.

It's starting to freak me out.
What if I'm...
sick?
OMG.

But nah, I don't think so. I was pretty normal last night. Sure I was quietly watching jumper but after that I was laughing and blabbing even throughout dinner but when it got to CS, my energy kinda died down and I was shooting (blindly) at people quietly.

Sheyyet.

O_O

falling star

2008-02-15T19:46:00.003+08:00

Literally. XD

I mean I love her and all, I really do but seeing Beyonce fall on her face is... uhm... kind of embarrassing to watch. But of course she countered with utmost poise and grace! So I guess it really wasn't so bad.

I know that was probably old news. I just wanted to blog about it because today was a totally uneventful day. =)

Gadd. I'm going to watch Grey's Anatomy now.

Hearts Day

2008-02-14T23:33:00.002+08:00

"Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned."

Especially on Valentine's Day!

So fellas, treat them ladies extra special today. ;) Happy St. Valentine's!

How'd I spend mine? By working and then heading down to the mall to watch Jumper. XD

And I have to say, cupid struck me (real hard) right after I took my seat and set eyes on the super sexy Hayden Christensen. He's hot.

Nothing special this year. Nope, no one special either so it was not much. Still managed to have a pretty good time though. :)

all that's left.

2008-02-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

Is me. =( It's sadddd. Danne has left, Milcah has left and soon I'll be leaving Brunei, my home for my whole life to fly to Philippines. I'm excited but the same time, I'm kind of having second thoughts. I just realized that the course I took in the university I was accepted in isn't really my thing, I applied in a college in Singapore, thought about going to Curtin and I still very much want to study in UK. Given, you can imagine how really undecided I am.

It's not that I don't want to study in Phils but you know how phils is like right now and I just feel like there might be greater opportunities somewhere else, y'know.

Anyways, at least there's been quite a bit going on the past few days. I've been hanging out with friends in church and working shorter hours fortunately and I've been watching a lot of Grey's Anatomy so yay!

2008-01-30T10:46:00.000+08:00

Now it's hit me. The O'Level results are out, the entrance exam results are everywhere. people are leaving and high school really is OVER; as in done with forever. It's just too sad.

On the other hand, having passed Asian Studies in UST, I'm uber excited to get to college! Although I think I'm going to have to inqure for other courses that I qualify for. But oh well, at least I passed!

CONGRATULATIONS to everyone on their O'Level Results. That was the best we could do without studying that much so you've got to give yourself credit people! I'm gonna miss you Batch of 2o07!

I think the past week has been quite eventful compared to the boring, not-going-anywhere days of the weeks before. At least I got to attend Yuen's birthday party and had this surprisingly mature heart-to-heart talk with one of my friends. Really, I was surprised at how much we've grown emotionally after all these years and we used to play hide-and-seek in Darul Hana!! Woah.

Then I went to church for this TOB session and stayed back for the leader's conference which we didn't really attend because...i don't know. We were upstairs instead practicing the dance and making the stupidly funny phone calls pretending to be someone else. Mean. I know, but it was funny at the time.

We played murderer, talked, laughed and did this "how many mermen jumped over the wall" and "this one is red, blue, red" things that boggle your mind. Took me forever, like, 15 minutes tops to get the merman thing. What? It was confusing, okay!

And oooh, last night, we watched Cloverfield. It makes you super dizzy because the movie's shot videocam-documentary style and the camera was moving and shaking and some scenes were shot at different angles and all that but it was surprisingly really malufet. It was bloody in some parts but all in all it was a big thrill. XD Too bad they all had to die... And the Rob/Beth love story was so tragic. =/

Feel so blessed!

2008-01-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

I feel so blessed and thankful that I got 7Os for my OLevel Examinations and passed the entrance exam in UST! God is great talaga!

Sweeney Todd

2008-01-25T11:07:00.000+08:00

Even if I only got to see about 30 to 40 minutes of it, I think my $7 was worth it. :)

Right, so first of all, they could have never been more accurate with the casting. Johnny Depp did an immensely great job as Sweeney and his accent made me totally forget that he is American. LOL.

Lotsa credit to Ms. Helena Bonham-Carter too, of course. She was an amazing Mrs. Lovett.

The story was just so tragic that even if it was disgustingly gory, I just loved it.

Anyway, ever noticed that Helena Bonham-Carter and Alan Rickman somehow are always cast in the same movie together? I don't know, maybe it was just HP and Sweeney Todd. BUT as for Alan Rickman, he is in almost every British film I've seen.

He was in HP, Sense and Sensibility and Perfume: Story of A Murderer. He's just everywhere! Not that I'm complaining though, I mean he's a talented actor.

It's just that its kind of weird to see Snape singing. XD

But anyhow, I love Sweeney Todd.

It was sadistic and tragic.

ANYWAY, I can't believe our little Danne is leaving us tomorrow for NZ! I'm going to miss her spacing out most of the time; her naiveity and innocence and her corny sense of humour!

She's always been our group's Luna Lovegood. Always very blur that its funny and she's just exactly like Luna! XD She's a big fan of Antonio Banderas! Haha!

Basta, Danne, if you're reading this, you just take care of yourself there! Forget mo na si crush because I'm sure you'll meet lotsa hot NZ guys over there. Akin nalang si crush. HAHAHA.

Pero seriously, you study ~~hard~~ smart and stay innocent but don't be naive! Miss you already, girl! Love you, sis!

RIP, Heath Ledger

2008-01-23T09:36:00.000+08:00

Yes, can you believe it? The star of '10 Things I Hate About You' and the infamous 'Brokeback Mountain' was found dead in his New York Apartment on Tuesday. He was 28.

It's such a huge loss not only to his fans and loved ones but also to the entertainment business for he was one brilliant actor. I loved him in 10 things and A Knight's Tale!

You'll be missed dearly, Heath.

OLevel Results

2008-01-22T14:07:00.000+08:00

Right. So I googled the O'Level results for 2007 and it says on the MOE site that the results are coming out on the 9th of February.

I'm not really waiting for the results to come out. I was just reminded of it by Dil's screenname on MSN. XD In fact, I forgot about the O'Levels already coz I'm more concerned with my college applications.

Woah. Sounds so grown up. XD

Don't go hatin~

2008-01-21T16:12:00.001+08:00

Right. Don't really have much to do so I'll just let my mind wander and my hands do the typing.

Right, so I've got this little idea dancing in my head and I think I'll just go along and see how it comes out.

So, we pretty much label people, right? Let's be honest. I don't like labelling people but really, I'd be a fcking lying hypocrite if I said I haven't labelled anyone in my entire life and there is no way that you can avoid this, especially when you're in highschool.

Typical highschool labels and stereotypes:

Hate nerds? Think twice. What are 'nerds' or 'geeks' exactly, anyway? Because if what you call nerds are those people who are smart, read books and wear glasses then I might have to be classified as one of them, won't I?

Besides, how do you explain the term 'nerd' without being mean? Do you say they are people who are obssessed with one thing or what? There is a fine line between being a geek and being smart, is there not? I think, in my honest opinion, it's just another one of those stereotypes.

ANYWAY, here's a little piece of advice from Bill Gates; He says, "Don't hate on nerds, chances are you'll be working for one." Which doesn't necessarily have to be true but its likely in most cases. UNLESS of course, you are being stalked and followed by one in the most unbecoming and cringe-ing way, as in Hanah's case, then you may have a reason to at least not like them.

Hate posers and wannabes? Be thankful for them. Then you'd know how 'posing' and being a wannabe looks like, which is horribly horrible, so chances are, you won't follow in their footsteps, unless, of course, you are an idiot and you look up to them.

Hate them know-it-alls? Me too but seeing a know-it-all keeps you grounded because there is no way in hell would you want to be like them. Trust me, they are annoying and make you wanna run and hide when you spot them, 50 kilometres away from you.

Hate that 'It' Girl and her group of bimbos? Who doesn't? But really, at the same time, who doesn't love them? At least what they own anyway. They've got cool rides, the season's Chanel bag and that pair of oh-so-yummy Jimmy Choos and Manolo Blahnik silk pumps. Who wouldn't want that? Anyway, I just keep reminding myself that there is, yet again, a fine line between flaunting the lifestyle and feeling "I'm holier than thou" and just living the lifestyle with the people you actually care about. Believe it or not, there is a way of being glamorous and down-to-earth at the same time. Sadly, I only fit the down-to-earth description and can't be glamorous without looking like a wannabe and heaven knows I'd be anything than just that!

So how do I be myself? I suppose I'm not quite through with the 'getting to know yourself' stage yet so right now, I'm just my bookworm, music-lover, happy-go-lucky and open-minded self. XD

Sunday

2008-01-21T15:48:00.000+08:00

Ooh, I forgot to blog about yesterday!

It felt great to see everyone again. I just realized when I saw them and when I was actually there how much I really miss them and how they're really a huge part of my life. Maybe they didn't notice it but it felt really good to be back with the people you really care about.

And so, I'm so looking forward to going back which is probably on Friday. :)

New Year

2008-01-21T10:47:00.000+08:00

HAHA. Seems a little too late to be blogging about new year, right? It's still January so what the hell. XD

Ok, so I'm really as in really going to start off 20o8 right. Seriously. :D Besides, it is going to be a pretty new and exciting year for me coz I'm gonna start college soon so why not brush up on my attitude.

First on my list is to actually start doing the things that I planned to do for this holiday. I planned to learn how to drive, take up a sport and other things that I suppose I should do to make the most out of my holiday.

Second, sort out this emotional thing. Really, I don't want to not do things that I'll regret. Something like that.

And then there's brushing up on chemistry and maths because apparently, like I've said before, I'm going to need it when I take Pharmacy.

Ok, now I can't concentrate on writing my blog because Bianca, Martin, Yusof and Farhan are talking bout so many things that I'm actually confused. Gawd.

HAHA.

Later lah. Bye.

=)

2008-01-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

And oh yeah, this Caitlin girl on Heroes, I don't like her. She has a terrible, terrible Irish accent and she's just not pretty enough for Peter! When I watch her, I feel like smacking her in the head. Mean, I know but seriously, I wish they'd just made her English than Irish or if not, get a real Irish actress.

But I can hardly blame her. Peter's hotness is of uber, uber high calibre and sadly, us mere mortals can only dream of matching his level of hotness.

HAHA. Whatever. XD

And oh yeah, am I the only one who's actually really sick of Sylar and the guy with the Horn-Rimmed Glasses aka Claire's dad aka Noah Bennet? I'm really starting to seriously hate them.

BUT, I'm super glad Kristen Bell is on Heroes! I love her in Veronica Mars and I love her in Heroes even if she plays a bi*ch. West is pretty cute too. :)

Ooh, I got through teaching form5 today! They were alright. :)

Anyway, I gotta go. I just wanted to blog about how much I dislike ('hate' is a pretty strong word) Caitlin. HAHA.

That's all. :)

Conflicting Emotions?

2008-01-19T13:45:00.000+08:00

My friendster horoscope says I'm going to get organised about my conflicting emotions today. What a piece of tuuuut. Lol, I don't particularly believe in horoscopes and I'm not starting anytime soon and besides, I don't even have conflicting emotions today.

The only 'organised' feeling I got was when I had the sudden impulse earlier to clean out my bag and throw out pieces of candy wrappers and old receipts.

Well, anyway, I'm going to have start teaching Biology to form5 students. How in hell am I supposed to do that?! Ok, maybe Bio is the only science subject I'm pretty decent at but that doesn't mean I can teach it, right? Yeah but anyway, I'm not one to give up that easily so roughly 10 minutes from now, I'm gonna be sitting my arse down and teaching bio. :) It won't have to be a problem at all.

I hope against all hope that I get to get out of the office early today. I wanna go church. I miss them people over there very muchos.

Got to dash. Byeeee~

yearbook

2008-01-17T10:35:00.001+08:00

Yeah, the yearbook. It's bloody amusing. XD Especially the seniors' section. I mean, that is supposed to be the highlight of the yearbook, right?

Well anyway, I dropped by at school today to get my brother's student pass permit and found out that the yearbooks were available so I got mine and when I got to the office, I immediately sat down and flipped through it.

Sadly, it is so uninteresting. I'm not quite sure why. I mean, all the success and all the awards were a good read and of course, it makes you kinda proud but really, there's just this something missing... Oh, I know now! It's because it looks like a fudging history book on the history of our school! I mean, that's not bad but maybe they could've added a few more pages on the seniors and the students and all that, you know? No, you don't because I'm really not getting my point across very well, am I? To sum it all up, it's just bland.

BUT, but, but, but. HAHA. It is to some extent, quite amusing. Just the seniors part. The part where we wrote our "In 15 years" thing. XD

And mine is, like, so boring!! XD

I wrote:
In 15 years: Own a pharmacy.

HAHA. Anyway, how ever boring my "in 15 years" is, that's exactly what I wanna do and I'm gonna work really, really hard to achieve it!

If ever I could rewrite it and change it in the yearbook, I'd write:
I'd like to run my own pharmaceutical and business empire and like, live in the UK with my Tom Felton husband.

HAHA.

So anyway, speaking of celebrities and normally I wouldn't care who's dating who coz in Hollywood, relationships don't really last but I just read this whole thing about Hayden Panettiere and Milo Ventimiglia dating and I saw pictures of them and I have to say that they look really cute together! Really, they do! If you haven't seen them together, go ahead and google them.

Never mind the age difference (Hayden's 18, Milo's 30)! Hello! It's Milo we're talking about here. Not some Tom Hanks old kind of guy. He's hot especially in season 2 of Heroes.

Anyway, I don't want to sound like a freak obsessed with Milo because I'm not, he's just really cute, so I'll stop right here. XD

I have this bad feeling like my blog is turning into a huge bimbotic one. How sad.

That's all.

Toyota Corolla

2008-01-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

Haha. We went to the mall today because mom wanted to watch Vina Morales perform at this Toyota Corolla promotion thing and man, were there a helluva crowd! There were so many people!

There were like, four performers that performed: Zul F, Astrid from Indonesia, Dina from Malaysia and last but not least, Vina Morales from...Philippines!!

So yeah, they performed like, three songs each and Vina Morales was the last performer and ALL eyes were on her! She was amazing! She was so energetic and I didn't know she sang that great until I heard her! She was the best among the four of them who performed and everyone who watched agrees. They were all clapping and cheering for her. She's so pretty in person too!

Yeah, so, I didn't expect to be so starstrucked and amazed and all but really, I'm just proud that filipinos are able to just give their best in every way that they can with the sincerest of intentions... yeah, something like that. Haha. But yeah, YABANG PINOY!!

So, anyway, we were there till like 4pm and then we went to church for mass. I bought season2 of Heroes! Haha. I don't know, I just felt like buying it so yeah, I did.

OH YEAH. My friends and I watched National Treasure 2 last night and I have to say, it's pretty good. It was really funny but somehow it wasn't all that exciting and thrilling for me. The history was pretty interesting though and the Riley Poole character is uber cute in his nerdy, clueless kind of way. I love him. :) I recommend it. It's a good laugh.

Suddenly, I feel like blogging about PBBCelebrity Edition 2 coz I realized I haven't so here I gooo.. HAHA.

Right. So, everyone knows Ruben is going to win right coz like, every single housemate that was left, voted for him except Ruben (duh!) who voted for Gabby and yes, Ruben did turn out to be the big winner, I mean, yeah, I knew that would happen but Riza as 2nd place? PUHLEASE! Gabby should have won 2nd place! She was willing to make sacrifices for Yayo and she's like, uber cool coz she's a racer and all but noooo, she becomes third instead.

OK fine, Riza's alright but seriously, all she does is put make up on even if Big Brother had already called her like twice to get into the confession room and make papansin to Will, ok maybe not as much as Ethel does but still!!!!

Speaking of Will, Will Devaughn is the BOMB! He's cuter than Jon but I like Jon coz he's English!! HAHA. He's got this sexy british accent when he talks. If I were Mariel, I'd have fallen for him already. Oops, I forgot, she already has. XD

Join kaya ako ng PBB TE2. HAHAHAHA. I'd be like, the Brunei-yuki or something and I'd have my own phil-am loveteam! HAHAHA. Feeling!!!

In your dreams, kayz.

Bakit ba. Gusto ko mangarap eh. La ka pakeeeee! :)

Night, all!

That's all.

AHAHA. Bloody mental.

Miss me, Miss me.

2008-01-12T17:35:00.000+08:00

"I'm just a girl who,
is in love with a boy who,
is in love with you."
Sick Inside - Hope Partlow

Right. It's not the exact lyric.s I just changed it somewhat so it's kinda relating to how I feel right now. HAHA.
So emo and lovey-dovey and I'm just not so used to it anymore. I bet neither are you. XD Anyway, the song gets to you somehow. Look it up on imeem. :)

I was looking for songs on youtube- yeah, youtube- and I stumbled across this video of Draco... and like, I saw him in the train scene where he beats Harry up and I have to say, I'm actually looking forward to seeing Harry's arse get beaten by Draco's sexy arse coz he looks so hot doing it. Crazy. Yeah, I know.

Anywayyyy... Cho looks freakily like Angel Locsin which means she looks kinda old AND Bonnie is like, taller than Dan now and it's gonna be kinda weird to see them snog but who cares. HarryGinny is better than ewwwwww, HarryCho. Belch.

Ginny, I'm just a girl who kissed a boy who's in love with you and I'm so soooorrry abouttt laast niiiggght, in the momeeent itt feelt so riiigght~

HAHA. In your dreams. In case you didn't get the typing, I was singing. Ok?

I'm just writing about HP again because I have nothing to blog about which really is a sad, sad thing. Wanna know how my day went?

I came to work, went online, taught a few kids till four then went online again. Exciting! XD

At least I'm going to the mall after this now and I get to see my girls!...and boys too.

That's all. :)

London bridge is falling down...

2008-01-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

Why is it that I so badly want to get there? XD

Anyway, I'm here all alone in this uber cold office, sitting on my arse till it's numb, staring at the phone as if that would somehow make it ring and listening to songs on imeem with only one earpiece coz the other is broken. But that's okay. I'm not sure why it's ok but it is anyway. Lol.

I miss my friends and I'm uber excited to see them again later. We haven't really talked, like talked since I got back, you know. Just those short txts and PMs on yahoo and msn and comments on friendster but we really haven't caught up with each other. So, I'm pretty much looking forward to getting out of the office early today so I can head down to the mall.

Heroes Season 2 airs on 22nd of jan so I'm looking forward to that. I'd buy the DVDs but I'm pretty much broke.

I can't seem to download songs from Multiply right now and that's annoying.

Again, another senseless blog entry. It's still early so maybe you could expect another fangirl blog entry from yours truly a little later in the day. It could be about anything, about Draco, about Tom... or about Draco.

So yeah...

That's all. :)

HAHA. Which reminds me, MTV's Movie Awards 2007 movie spoof is kind funny. I like the Miranda Priestly part so you might wanna look it up. It just cracks me up. Lol.

Nuh-uh, that wasn't a question. XD

That's all.

2008-01-11T10:09:00.000+08:00

Oh God, I am SO taking Pharmacy now.

I googled pharmacy and nursing jobs in London and guess what I found. They pay pharmacists and nurses almost half of what my dad makes in a year in just a month! A freaking, bloody MONTH! Awesome right!

Want a specific figure? I'll give it to you. Wait for it...wait for it.

£45,000 per year.

OMG, right. XD

I might make it to London after all. :)

Sigh, all my dreams...finally coming true!

Ok, maybe not in four or maybe five to six years but still! It's freaking amazing! =D

I'm like, typing this whole entry with a big, big smile plastered on my face and then, bugger, I suddenly remember that I'm going to have to study chemistry and maths all over again. Oh gosh, the HORROR of it all. All those formulae and all those bloody numbers and letters that don't make sense to my poor brain and all those chemical names and all their formulae. It's going to kill me alright but my pay is going to bring me back to life. Wohoo!

I didn't apply for pharma in DLSU nor in UST which is a really stupid move, I know, so I'm going to check out entrance exam schedules in other universities now.

That's all. :)

Boohoo

2008-01-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

Oh God, I MISS school!!! (Yes, this is just a few minutes after my latest post.)

I've been reading everyone's blogs and they're all talking about their first week of school and it bloody makes me want to get into my uniform and walk into my 5A class and have every one of my juniors stare at me like a bloody idiot, thinking 'Who the hell is this?' or for those who know me, 'She's repeating?'. Ok maybe not that because, bloody hell, I don't want to repeat any of those exam pressures but I just really wanna relive my old highschool days... Sigh. You really, seriously can never get enough of highschool.

I miss waking up early and getting dressed, I miss waiting for Dan to come down so we can head on to school, the old love and emo-ey songs in his car; I miss my desk, sitting beside Bianca and Muizzah. I miss breaktime and the tiny shelter we have for a canteen, the must-have trip to the bathroom with Mil and Danne and assembly after break time and laughing with Mil and Danne. I miss getting pissed at some teachers and having fun with chem practicals and the bio projects we were always asked to do. I just miss all of it.

I miss the earlier years too. When all the bengku teens went to PDS and we would all hang out together. Romance bloomed and so did all of that highschool drama. When I went to and from school with Tal, Joy, Heather and Rap, us always being the last to go home.

Some teachers I miss too. Really, just some, ok, not all, like our PE teacher who always somehow made us laugh, no matter how dirty or randy his jokes are, some of the younger malay teachers and our strict but cool math and discipline teacher and uhh... I think that's all. Seriously, that's all.

'That's all' - Miranda Priestly, Editor-in-Chief of Runway magazine.

Haha. Bloody hilarious.

I'm really just bored.

That's all.

Have a fantabulous 2o08!

2008-01-08T13:14:00.000+08:00

Right. Blogging at work. Not acceptable but really, no one's here and I have nothing to do just yet so why not spend precious time updating my much loved blog. NOT. HAHA. Seriously.

Anyway, I'm back in Brunei (if you haven't quite caught on) and will be staying for the next two or three months. I think I passed the DLSU exam but I can't be entirely sure. I don't know yet whether I passed UST. Frankly, I'm uncertain where I'm going to end up. My mistake is that I didn't choose any medical courses for the first choices in neither universities which is why I'll be forced to try out CEU or FEU for Pharmacy or Nursing.

It's just that medical courses are practically practical these days. It makes it insanely easier to set foot abroad to make money (lots of it as I've heard). So yes, I'm considering that despite the long hours I know medical carreers demand.

Right. You're probably bored but I didn't ask you to read my blog right.

I miss Philippines but I'm not too keen on going back so soon just yet. I want to just savor Brunei for the rest of my remaining free time here.

Sure there's no Starbucks, no Krispy Kremes, no Serendra, no MOA but there sure as hell is Coffee Bean, Fun Bread donuts and the Mall so that makes me happy. :) HAHA.

Read my multiply if you want some serious blogging but I don't really know if you could call it serious blogging at all either. :)

Pics will be up soon, maybe. I just really can't be bothered to find the card reader so I stick the memory card into it and then stick into my laptop.

I'm just really bored. XD

Try this on Straitjacket Feelin...

2007-11-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

HAH. I've found a way to counter my mom's incessant nagging. You know how she goes on at me about chores and do this and do that with a few choice cuss words here and there and between that I cut in and answer back to tell her my defense and point of view and she never stops and instead keeps going on about it. I've found a way to counter that. HAHA

Easy. I just shut up when she's nagging on me. Saves us both time, energy and it stops us from fighting. Not that we fight much but I just don't want to say things that I don't really mean, you know cause when I get pissed, I could think of a lot of mean things to say which I really don't want to say to my mom coz she's gonna slap me right and left. HAHA. To anyone else really for that matter.

I found out that when she nags on me and I keep quiet, the nag session is thrice as short than when I answer back. I've learned how to shut out the unimportant things like the "wala kayong ginagawa sa bahay" and the ocassional "punyeta namimihasa kau ah" and pick up on the important things like "magsampay" and "yung mga labahin". Funny really, if you ask me. When she nags, I sing a nice song in my mind.

Just like this morning, she was going mad about this laundry thing and she was like this and like that and in my mind I was like "I'm breaking my back just to know your name". HAHA. Something like that. Don't worry. I made sure I'm not being rude by doing everything she tells me to do and more!

So, graduation tomorrow. I'm both ecstatic and nostalgic. It's a happy thing, I know. A milestone in my life but really, its sad. I miss high school already!

I miss waking up at 530am, taking a bath, getting dressed and eating breakfast and trying to cram for a test or homework at the last minute while waiting for Dan's miss call or text.

I miss going to school and sitting on my desk and immediately begin chattering about like we didn't see each other yesterday and share the same bloody news.

I miss sleeping through Physics; trying to keep alert in Chemistry and having fun with Bio.

I miss staying back for practicals. I miss computer class. It's funny coz teacher shaun's funny and his class is fun.

I miss English class. I love it when he reads Shakespeare. Actually he's only read Shakespeare to us once and I loved it. I always loved literature.

I miss PE!!! I just miss it.

I miss getting frustrated with AMaths and having to copy my classmate's homework because the question is too bloody hard for me. I suck at AMaths.

I miss buying food at the canteen and making kulit with my classmates. I miss going to the toilet (haha thats what we call it, not bathroom or ladies room or anything) with Mil and Danne and then lining up for assembly and sweating and ogling crush in front of us. HAHA.

I miss waiting by the tree outside school on the hill. Sometimes we're last to be picked up.

I miss my classmates.

I just miss HIGH SCHOOL.
Can't believe it's all over. Just like that. =(

Take Me Out

2007-11-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

I spent last night and this morning crying my eyeballs out watching Sana'y Maulit Muli.

Tae. Nakakaiyak! Kakakilig pa si Gerald. XD It's like, when I'm watching him, I wish I were Kim Chiu! Ang sweet nya. Tas he's not afraid to show emotion. Iniiyakan pa nya si Kim Chiu! Iyakin sya! Ang cute! Ideal guy ko sya! I hope I meet him one day. Sali kaya ako PBB. Baka sakali ako next Kim Chiu and I'll find my own Gerald Anderson! HAHA

In your dreams, kays!!

Pero seriously, that's the only filipino teleseries that has ever made me cry. The other teleseries like Habang Kapiling Ka or Umulan Man o Umaraw was just plain corny and didn't even evoke a single shred of sorrow or that kind of emotion in me. Or maybe its because I haven't watched that much pinoy dramas.

Going Jerudong Park tomorrow. Not that there's anything left to do there but for fun lang. I mean my exams are over anyway.

But even if my exams are over, nakakapagtaka, there's this lingering anxious feeling inside me. It's like I'm still expecting and waiting for an exam or somekind of test. HAHA.

Weird but that's how I feel. Maybe I just got used to feeling like there's always an exam coming up and I feel worried that I have to study. I haven't really gotten over that nagging feeling yet. The fact that my exams are over just like that and I'm graduating in a few days hasn't even really sunk in yet.

It's probably because I know high school is almost over for me. That's sad. =/

Anyway, I haven't started watching Veronica Mars yet because nga I watched Sana Maulit Muli but I'll watch it tomorrow. Season 3 na! It's so sad that that's the last season. The show got bloody cancelled because apparently, a lot of people think it sucks but really, I think it's genius! Rob Thomas (not sure if that's his name haha) is a GENIUS. Veronica Mars is a genius. She's funny, witty and gets to snog Troy, Duncan, Logan and Piz. jeez. She's rich guy kryptonite.

I've got tons of things I plan to do but I haven't gotten around to writing up a list. The to-do things in my previous list are still things I plan on doing though.

Anyway, it's late and if I don't go to bed now, my mom's gonna come downstairs and nag on me.

Night, all!

OLEVELS.

2007-11-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

Haha. I haven't updated in a long time have I?

Oh well, several updates:
It's OLEVELs period so obviously, I'm sitting for my exams. I had malay today which was kinda hard. The memindahkan part was hard. LOL. My answers were really stupid.

I'll update soon again. I'm not quite in the mood for blogger right now.

2007-05-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

Just a little video I made of my junior and senior year with my friends. Enjoy!

2007-05-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

I cannot wait for Harry Potter and the OTP. I've watched every freaking trailer of OTP and I've read as much info as I can on Deathly Hallows. Addict much? Nyahaha.

Anyway, Rap left for Phils today. Somehow, I'm getting used to all these temporary goodybyes. I mean, so many friends of mine have left and I guess I'm used to it. We'll all see each other in Phils anyway. Not that I'm not sad or anything. It's just that it happens a lot.

You should watch Dashboard Confessional's video of Stolen. I love love it!

Mid-year exams are just around the corner and my a'maths still sucks. I don't know if i'll ever be able to get through the whole exam even.

I promise myself I'll start studying soon. As soon as my classmates and I have gotten sick of this whole going out thing. We've been going out like almost every week, from Bianca's sleepover to the empire, to the mall and on friday, mall ulit. lol.

I'll get everything straightened out soon...i hope.

2007-04-23T21:09:00.000+08:00

Love sought is good, but given unsought is better. - Shakespeare

I am captivated; captivatited I am.

Anyway, we've got new rules in school. Rules which I'd rather not talk about. Our school has been drawing up all these new rules that make me think that our school has been overtaken by Umbridge. Makes me feel glad about the fact that I'm leaving next year.

I bet we won't even have a prom. I bet we'll just have to organize one ourselves, like the previous batch of seniors. I bet we won't even have senior field trips after o'level. Junior-senior prom should be mandatory! I mean come on, its the last years of highschool life and nooo they choose to just settle with the graduation and thats it. Goodbye, high school.

I don't know why I'm so moody and agitated these days. or maybe because its that time of the month soon. XD But ugh I feel so, so GIGIL at everything that annoys me. berisasak banaaarr!!! yieeeh!

2007-04-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

Can't believe Bianca's sleepover is over. haha. Right.. so we went to her house after school and we watched 2 movies (Dead or Alive and Blood&Chocolate) while we waited for the guys to arrive since they were late.

Anyway after that we had dinner, which was sumptious by the way, and then we had the Amazing Race! Haha. We had several challenges, Hanah and I were teamed up and we got 4th place. XD After that we went swimming and we played the 'I have never' game. XD A lot of dirty secrets were spilled that time *winkwink*. Anywayyy after that was dinner then we played murderer and then we played ps2 while the others watched a horror movie. I played ps2 with jaytee because im afraid of horror movies but i watched part of it anyway. And then we just hung around and then mil, JT and I slept at around 2 and woke at 6

That morning I went home at 10 ish and then took a nap and then went to the mall with Angie, Rap, Igz and EJ. We didn't do much though..just hung around and ate. lol. Pero masaya na rin hehe. I was so tired when i got home that I fell asleep as soon as I hit my bed. XD

2007-04-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

So I was reading this story about Ginny and Draco on fan fiction and I was totally smitten with it. I mean the author used really fancy words (I had to check the dictionary when I came across some of them) and the plot was just... intriguing.

Anyway, the thing is, there's this riddle she/he mentioned in the story that Draco told Ginny. So the riddle goes like this:

If a frog fell down a fifty-foot wall and had to climb his way out, making three feet of progress every day but slipping two feet every night, in how many days would he escape?

Ok so, I think the answer is about 48 days but on the 48th day, when it jumped to reach the top of the wall only to slip 2 feet at that night. So I don't think it really escaped.

Well the point is, people believe that time is the best healer. I mean the frog wasted 48 days on trying to get back up the top of the wall to no avail but did not take time to see what was around him on that side of the wall. So the actual point is that when you're faced with a problem, you don't waste your time attempting to put your life back together but instead face the problem and see where the solution leads you.

And also, a frog that falls fifty feet doesn't just get back up.

2007-04-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

Still sick. I hate being sick. Reasons? Because I can't concentrate in class and I feel sleepy and drugged all the time and I can't seem to do anything but sleep and I hate feeling all cold and in pain all the time. I had to skip the ONLY physics practical we have since the school year started. bugger.

Ooh my brother's team lost against JIS. shwet. I told him that they had little chance of winning against them and I'm proved right. Haha evil much? I wanted him to win ok. I just knew that JIS was a tough match for them. Team A won though. Yay. lol.

Angie's finally back. We talked for a while but she had to go home to leave me to heal. nyahahaha.

I tried studying Amaths. I managed to get integration a bit but I ended up getting frustrated. XD So I played Guitar Hero II instead!

School's getting a bit out of hand these days. I wonder what's going on. We are in desperate need of VERONICA MARS.

Speaking of school, I just read this fan fiction thing about graduating and sheeyyeeet I feel so nostalgic and emotional all of a sudden, thinking that my high school life is gonna end soon and another chapter is ahead of me. Sheeyette. I wanna go back to phils though. Or better yet UK..... hahahaha. My never ending rant about UK. Maybe after I pass my board exam for pharmacy I could go there. I read in some website that registered pharmacists earn freaking 40000 pounds a year. darrrn it. and thats equivalent to 1,320,000 friggin pesos a year. I so wanna work there. I could build my dream mansion in 5 years!!!

2007-04-16T13:41:00.000+08:00

I am sick. I went to school today sick. I don't know what's wrong with me but my head and my back ache. I think I'm gonna get that monthly visitor soon. XD

Buuut I am RELIEVED!
A few days ago, I thought I lost my watch. I was so nervous because if I didn't find it, it would be the second watch (which isn't relatively cheap) that I would have lost. My mom would probably ground me for the rest of my life. But I mustered up the confidence to ask her:

Kayz: Mom, my watch is missing. Have you seen it?
(My heart was thumping so hard against my rib cage)
Mom: Oh yeah. I put in your wardrobe because it was all over your room the other day.

And yess. I was saved. :D Hahaha.

Ohhh a lot of interesting things happened at school today! We had assembly right and all the girls were asked to stay back and one of our teachers gave us this little lecture about hygiene and morals and I so agree with everything she said. I mean the girls (fine, inclusive of me, then) in our school really needed that talk. The ladies' loo was getting rather putrid.

Anyway the care-free bloggers in our school need to watch what they type now. It seems that the faculty has come to find out about students who have been badmouthing.

I'm hyped for Biancz's sleepover party! Yayyyyyy!!!
I'm so glad that Angie's coming back! Finally a girl friend after just staying at home due to the ever growing population of men in our compound. I don't wanna be labelled anything bad so I've been staying at home a looottt. I haven't even seen Nok yet considering he does live a floor above me. nyahahaha

So Jerudong Park is still fun nonetheless. Even if there are only a few rides open. It's better because then you don't have to cue up for the rides. haha went there with my cousins and family friends. I got lotsa pics but I haven't gotten to uploading them yet.

Anyway I'm sick right so instead of doing this I should really be resting. Toodleeeesss~

2007-04-14T17:09:00.000+08:00

Finally got over my Dmaths test and my bio test on nutrient cycle. I got a 90 on bio which i totally did not expect because I didn't really study much...But I've got another test on amaths on tuesday. bugger.

It's finally the weekened and I spend my time watching If Only which only left me crying like a broken hearted wreck. XD

Our teacher handed out our bloody Mid-Year exam timetable. And the very last exam I'm going to take is Amaths! I wanted it to be the first exam so I could just get it over with but noooo they choose to make it the bloody last exam.

Doesn't matter. I'll just have to stick it out then.

I'm still hooked on studying abroad. How I wish money grew on trees! But then again I wish they wouldn't, otherwise people would be so bloody stuck up and they wouldn't care about lifting a finger to work. That would mean that you won't be needing education and that just sucks... in a way. I mean i wouldn't mind not studying maths...

I want to go to LONDON!! bwiset.

2007-04-13T17:29:00.000+08:00

We're still not free of tests and homeworks this week and I doubt we'll ever be since mid-years are coming up. And after mid-years, mock exams and after that, o-levels. ridiculous isn't it and I haven't gotten around to seriously studying yet. XD

Went to the mall yesterday to hang out with Jaytee. We went straight from school and we watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Haha cool nga eh. Made me feel nostalgic because I used to watch that when we were kids. nyahaha. I bought DVDs too and then umuwi na kami mga 9 and when i got home grabe tulog na ko kagad. And I had to wake up early this morning for friday classes.

There's not much to blog anyway. Nothing interesting has been happening lately so you'll just have to put up with my meaningless rants. XD

2007-04-08T18:49:00.000+08:00

Finally! The internet connection decides to exist after being totally non-existent for the past few days which is kind of good in a way coz i got to abstain. lol

I'm hooked on Eragon still. The story just seems so long. I've only covered 200+ pages and already so many scenes have been cut out from the movie.

I've watched Blood and Chocolate and i loved it. I'm going to look for the book. Haha.

2007-04-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today, I am feeling lazy and nostalgic. I seem to have been using that word a lot these days. Maybe because Vee has left and because I suddenly realize that it's really our last year in high-school. Unless we fail and repeat, which is the last thing I would want to happen in the world right now.

I'm swamped with tests this week.
Monday: Malay
Tuesday: Physics
Wednesday: Biology
Thursday/Saturday: Chemistry.

I'm mentally exhausted.

We received our o'level forms today and i was pondering on whether or not I should drop my malay. I weighed the odds and I think that it would be better if i took malay so that my whole 10-12 years in Brunei speaking and learning malay wouldn't go to waste. XD

And oh.. sitting for this exam will cost me $400 alone. =/

And oh... If you're someone I know, and you're reading this, you're probably thinking, Why in the heck is kayz writing like this? Haha like correct english or some kind of composition english. In truth (there it goes again), I'm practicing my writing because of my english composition. My teacher gave me a friggin 'D' for my last one and that's the lowest grade I've ever gotten in English.

I've even submitted to reading the dictionary lately as so to get an 'A'!!! How desperate is that? I know...it's pathetic right. and NO, I am not grade-obssessed, yet, anyway.

I've got new songs! I got the OST of Veronica Mars. I finished Season 2 the other day. I suggest you listen to these songs:
`Sway - The Perishers
`Better - Plumb
`We Used To Be Friends - The Dandy Warhols

So yeah. This post is getting really long. I'm thinking of changing my layout again...

2007-03-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Wow studying abroad is really, I mean really very expensive. =/ It makes me want to cry. lol. If i study in UK, which i really really want, I'd have to pay £3,070. ='(

I found out that Chemistry and Maths are the most important subjects if I take up pharmacy. =( My least favorite subjects. Seems like I've gotta study extremely hard for it then.

V-anne's leaving for phils soon. And there'll only be a few of us left here in bengku. And she's my only girl best friend left here in bengkurong so when she leaves, I'm left with the guys. hahaha.

I wish Vee good luck in her college applications and in whatever she wants to do. We'll see each other in phils, yeah? If i get into UST. =) You take care always!

2007-03-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

I got my report folder back. XD Quite good for 1st term actually. Gotta brush up on my chemistry and Amaths and Malay. But all's good coz if you count it in olevel standards, i actually got 8Os.

First day of mid-year term today. Not bad actually... same subjects and same teachers. I've already started studying. Haha NOT. But I managed to finish my AMaths homework on Integration all by myself!

But I wish I were as informative in chemistry as I am about Harry Potter. I didn't know I could do it, but I finished reading Half-Blood Prince in less than a day.

I've also been thinking about my future. *sniggers* XD yes i have been thinking about my future. I'm actually set in being a pharmacist. But i so want to study in UK.. although four years worth of my tuition fee would probably take up more than what my dad makes a year and thats for one term!

Alrighhht gotta go. I have to start redoing my documentation on my computer project.

2007-03-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

I don't know whats gotten into me but i really, really want to study in London. But its bloody expensive. =/

Its the second to the last day of the school holidays and I haven't done anything productive yet. I haven't even started on my computer and biology project and I've only written a few sentences on my malay composition. Sleaze. hahahaha. I'll finish em later. If i don't get caught up in fanfic again.

What happened during my 10 days of holidays? Not quite eventful as I wanted it to be but at least there was Hanah's gnarly party and I got to watch Epic Movie. A waste of $4. XD It was corny but you know me, I laugh at the most shallow things... and of course there was the famine in seria. Although it seemed like it was ages ago... I finished Order of the Phoenix too. Finally. XD

Pics on my multiply. =) Hit em up.

2007-03-17T20:12:00.000+08:00

Time flies by so quicklyyyy.. Three days ago I was so excited about famine in Seria and now its over. lol.

So what to blog about? Hmm I was sorted into this tribe group called Gokwe and we won Best Exemplary group. We painted white shirts and wore them for mass and uhh we starved to save a life. :)

Didn't actually felt hungry coz we were all so busy playing games and all that. The talks were good and all. =) Shiokkk wahhhh. XD

2007-03-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

Made a list of movies to watch before I start studying o'levels. Haha. XD

- Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix
- Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
- Bridge to Terabithia
- Epic Movie
- 300
- Music and Lyrics
- Spiderman 3

Atu saja. Bah eh ngalih ku sudah. Kan tidur ku eh. XD

I've been living with a shadow over head. XD

2007-03-12T19:09:00.000+08:00

How well do you know me? Take this quiz and you'll know! XD
http://www.bebo.com/inviteq/3753490508a468234127b228

Wala langgg hahaha. XD

2007-03-09T18:15:00.000+08:00

I must be really bored. This is my 3rd post for today. =) Oh I didn't get to go the mall today coz i figured i wanted to save my money for the holidays. Gonna go shopping. hahaha

I decided to post some picsss. Ü

Shwt. Imageshack wont load. Can't post pics today. Haha.

Ooh yeah i just finished watching Veronica Mars, disc 1. Season2. haha. Logan's such a tuuuuuuut. Duncan, i loveeee. For now though cause i think that logan and veronica has more passion or sumthing. Just watch it and you'll get what i mean.

I'm bored. I'm just going to go read fanfiction now. ahaha interesting life i lead huh. XD

2007-03-09T18:10:00.000+08:00

Wow i must be some kind of interesting if all the emails i get are from friendster or multiply telling me who updated and who did this and that. Haha. It's kinda flooding my mailbox already.

Senior year.. Senior year? Lol. Yes, senior year and we have public exams. Best way to end high school.

Anyway, I can't wait for famine in Seria. :) Gonna starveeeee. Hehe.

2007-03-09T11:43:00.000+08:00

Shweettt!! So addicted to Veronica Mars now and it's all Paul's fault. =/

Hope i get to go out this afternoon. I wanna go to the mall and watch epic movie or 300.

I'm watching American Idol right now. I just love Stephanie Edwards. I hope she wins! =)

So excited about Hanah's borday too. I want to design my own dress.

This post is so random. I love Logan Echolls. lol.

2007-03-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

Just a survey i found online. XD

About you
Name: Kayz Pasion
Age: 15 years old.
DOB: 23rd Aug.
Religion: Catholic
Nationality: Pinay Pie. XD

Likes
Colour: Purple, Blue, Black
Movies: Fantasy, Battles, Magic, Girls who kick arse!
Songs: Pop/Rock, Alt. Rock, Dance...
Books: Fantasy, Magic, Romance Novels, Any fiction books.
Sports: Netball and Basketball.
TV Show: Heroes, Veronica Mars, Grey's Anatomy

Dislikes
There's no categories? Hahaha ok so I'm supposed to write what i hate here? Ok, I dont like plastic people. I hate clowns. Clowns freak me out. I don't like bossy and know-it-all attitudes and i don't like people who think I'm competition.. like hating me for no reason or something. Hahaha.

Questions
1. What are you addicted to these days?
I'm a kid at heart. I love fantasy novels, movies and all that. I'm addicted to narnia, harry potter, eragon and all those magic and fantasy whatnots. Ü

2. Do you like who you are?
Yep.

3. What do you love about yourself?
Hmm... the way i cope with things i guess. Haha labo.

4. If you could someone or something else, what would you be?
An elven princess with whom Prince Caspian falls in love with. (If you read Narnia, you would know who he is.) OR a student at hogwarts with whom harry falls in love with. HAHAHA.

5. What are your dreams and goals?
I wanna finish my studies, get rich so I can build my own pharmacy, restaurant, apartment, fashion boutique and bakery (Yes, I'm very businessminded about my future.)

6. Have you ever tried anything illegal?
No.

7. Have you ever broken any rules?
Yes. I roll up my sleeves and i don't wear my necktie properly.

8. Are you thrifty?
Yep. I save so when i go shopping, i can buy whatever i want. Usually half of what i managed to save, I save. XD

9. Do you believe in friendship?
Of course.

10. and in love?
Yes of course.

11. What do you do in your spare time?
Go online or read or watch tv or study.

12. This survey is long huh? Any last words?
Hmm yeah this is a pretty long survey. hahaha

2007-03-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

I know its bad for you, but I couldn't help it! I couldn't not continue watching since it was getting better. Love Veronica Mars and Logan Echolls. hahaha

I watched season1 of Veronica Mars yesterday from 3pm to 11pm. Non-stop. I didn't even go down to eat or drink. Hahaha.

Gonna watch Heroes later. XD

I feel like posting every detail of how i feel right now. But i don't feel like it. XD

2007-02-18T12:01:00.001+08:00

Im not sure if it's official but I read on yahoo that HP and the Deathly Hallows (Book7) is out on July 21, 2007. Cool diba. I'm excited hahaha.

Went mall yesterday to makan-makan. Lol. Then we watched Ghost Rider. Pretty cool movie. I liked it.

2007-02-18T12:01:00.000+08:00

2007-02-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

Chinese new year celebration just now. There was a lion dance and dragon dance. These kinds of celebrations will be one of the many things I'll miss most about brunei. XD

Had practicals today. Did titration. Kind of fun actually.

Wanted to start watching grey's anatomy but i have to study for bio. lol. XD

2007-02-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

I'm so addicted to photoshop now. XD Sheesh.
Still addicted to Harry Potter. XD
Getting addicted to The Fray. XD

I'm so glad that Bianca's teaching photoshop tomorrow!Yay!! Lol.

I don't have much to blog about these days. I watched Bitoy and his spoofs on youtube. Kakatawa. hehe.

Hay nako alis na ko.

2007-02-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

2007-02-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

I think DanR. has a new movie aside from HP. i forgot the title. i read it somewhere in mugglenet. XD

ooohhh my hard work of study is paying off. I don't mean to sound so full of myself but im just happy that my grades are finally satisfactory. XD

Can't wait till the holidays! I hope i get to go to famine in Seria! Excited about that too! Yehey! lol.

Kayz: You goin out on valentine's day?
Hannah: What for?
Kayz: Yeah you're right.

So sad, right? HAHA.

Paul: who's your valentine?
Kayz: whats that? *gives paul a blurred look*
Paul: dunzo.

So sad, right? HAHAHAHA.

2007-02-02T13:03:00.001+08:00

2007-02-02T11:15:00.000+08:00

I think i got a low grade on chemistry. shwetz. For mathsD so far, lahat 100. haha yabang eh noh.

I'll try not to post anything about harry potter today. Coz mukha na kong harry potter gosh.

I'm downloading The Fray's songs. for my friend. kasi he wanted the album for his birthday pero wala ako mahanap kaya im burning it nalang. haha cheap ba? i hope hindi. kasi its the thought that counts namn diba. XD

CONGRATZ to those who passed O'Levels with 6'Os and above!!! Congratz to Mari, V-anne and Nica!!! Sana i'll get 8'Os din! hehe.

Congratz din sa mga nakapasa into their desired colleges!!!! Galing nyo!
Sana ako rin! hehehe.

Stay GNARLY~ XD

2007-01-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

Managed to get a somewhat detailed trailer of the 5th HP Movie! So excited already. Too excited that i'm reading the whole series from the 1st book. HAHA. I'm watching the 1-3 movies too. And probably the 4th too. XD

Currently reading Prisoner of Azkaban. I've barely started because I have a test on differentiation tomorrow. Saya-saya diba. T_T

Our dance went well last night. We went home late and i reckon some of my friends were probably scolded or something. SORRY!!!!

I really just want to get all the exams over with that's why I've been really studying lately. I hope they pay off. XD

By the way, this isn't the official trailer so yeah. Credits to youtube. XD

2007-01-19T12:24:00.000+08:00

Almost finished the chamber of secrets. I could have finished it yesterday but if my mom finds out i read 364 pages of a book in one day she'd get mad at me. dunno why.

I want the whole set of hp books. Gotta wait for the 7th one first though, so that i can buy the whole set altogether. I just love reading hp. It really takes you to a different world filled with magic and... its just.. bewitching. haha.

I was listening to one of the soundtracks of Anastasia (you remember the movie about a princess who got separated from her family and then she went on a journey to find out about her past). And i sudeenly felt like watching i but I don't know who could have a DVD or CD of it coz its such an old movie. Then I tought of searching the internet for the movie or better yet, the book. I found the book on amazon.com but i don't know how to order it! I already asked my mom if i could and she said yes. All i have to do now is ask Bianca how i can order the book and how much it'd probably cost. XD

Gotta go now. XD

2007-01-18T17:52:00.000+08:00

I got the 2nd HP Book today! I mean I borrowed it from Paul but i don't think just one book is enough to keep me company for the three days of holiday. XD I told him to bring the third book too and the movie but he complained that his bag was heavy. hahahaha. ok lang yun. XD

anyway, my friend was asking our classmates their views on the subic rape case and I was surprised to find out that I'm not the only one who thought that she wasn't really raped.

I mean I don't want to cause any uproar from the victim's inner circle or anything but i'm not sure if i believe that she was really raped. I mean i don't even know who's the real 'victim' here. Is is the marine, or the girl? I feel sorry for the marine. He looked like a good guy and looked like he was telling the truth but looks can decieve so yeah..

And why are there still protests in the phils? I mean he was already convicted and proven guilty and giving him back to the US embassy won't change the amount of years he's going to be in jail which is like till he dies? So why do they want to start more protests and slowly eat up the country's friendship with the US? it just really makes you think.

Anyway, this just frustrates me so I'm gonna go back to reading harry potter. XD

2007-01-17T14:07:00.000+08:00

Where do you go when you're lonely? Lol. Currently addicted to that song. And Over My Head and Hawak Kamay.

I didn't know a pair of earphones would cost as much as $22. I'd have to save up my money before I get to buy a pair. Sheesh.

I found a really good website today. It's full of filipino recipes. And since I'm learning how to cook, its really useful. Check nyo nalang sa links ko. XD

I hope Paul brings the HP books and movie tomorrow. I want to read the 2nd and the 3rd since I haven't really read 'em yet. I'm already excited. LOL

Practicalz.

2007-01-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

Ooohh had chemistry practicals today. We did titration. Pretty fun and frustrating at the same time because you have to look for the exact drop that would change the colour of the solution.

Funny day today. Paul gave us brownies and ube dimples for pasalubong. yum!

My earphones dont work. It sucks and i hate it. I can't listen to my ipod (shuffle). lol my brother's iPod i mean. But since he doesn't like it, i'm claiming it as mine. XD

I have two tests for thursday. DMaths and Bio. I need to study hormones and inverse functions. I'm going to start studyin right now coz i really want to get high grades and prove to teacher shabana that I can be really smart.

I hate extreme makeover. I mean some of the people there aren't even that ugly. I think that its the media's fault. Thin, beautiful models are what make people so insecure. It's really annoying. But I guess if it makes you happy and you're uncapable of looking at the bright side, then go for it. I wish you good luck.

Hey I have imprefections too you know. Like my weight for example. And my sungki tooth and my tiny miniscule eyes. I'm insecure too sometimes, XD But you just have to tell yourself that you're beautiful and not ugly. God made all of us beautiful you know. I think getting plastic surgery can help you, temporarily. All the plastic won't last forever. And once you do it, you can never go back. What if you regret? Then it'll become another problem. That's just my opinion anyway. So i hope noone takes this personally.

Omygosh this post is so..... makabayan! hahahaha.

YAY New Template

2007-01-15T20:42:00.000+08:00

Finally found a nice new skin to replace the other one! This one was created by Ice Angel. She's my favorite skinmaker coz all her skins are so cool and elegant too. They're simple but really beautiful.

I uploaded new pics on multiply just now. Put new songs into my ipod shuffle (my brother's actually but he doesn't like it so while waiting for my ipod i'll just bear with this one. Its not bad anyway.), and sent Yusof new songs.

There'll be practicals tomorrow. Im excited coz its Chemistry practicals. What's ironic is i like chemistry so much but i get low grades when it comes to tests. Is that even psychologically possible??

And ohhh we celebrated the foundation day of our school today. It was ok. Just 'ok' because it was celebrated outside without proper seating and fans and a SMALL CAKE.

Our school should have a proper hall or something where we can celebrate events. Ani inda, diluar pulang. Panas kali ahhhh. But at least our school is improving. The new teachers seem really good and they built a roof covering just half of the courtyard of the secondary building. I guess that's improvement.

It makes me wonder though, why they managed to build a roof over the courtyard while our classroom floor is still cement? I mean can't they afford tiles or something?

I've gotta go check if i have homework or not. All of a sudden, I miss Angie. =/

NEW YEAR 2K7

2007-01-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

Finally got to updating my blog. Back during the holidays, blogging seemed like the only thing i want to do but right now there are a kazillion things in my head. Like studying..? Lol never thought i'd say that but yes im feeling like a nerd these days. I always seem to want to open textbooks and read em. Niceee..

Anyway school... is school. We have the same teachers except for English and Physics. Our new physics teacher isn't even here yet. And she's to be our class teacher too. For the meantime, t.clifford is substituting her.

Celebrated my brother's birthday last saturday at Terrace Hotel. It was fun coz we went night swimming.

Met up with my childhood friends Rina and Khaliq. I'm so glad to have seem them again! We exchanged numbers and said that they'll be visiting soon. XD

I want to change my blogskin. AGAIN. XD I want to learn how to make my own skins but then i never got to actually sit and learn it from the net. sucky.

Currently watching PBB Teen Ed. I so love gerald? gerard? haha and kim chiu. XD

And My Lovely Samsoon too. Haven't actually started watching but i will soon.

Merry Christmas!

2006-12-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

It's not to late for the greetings right. Haven't been in the mood to blog lately.

MERRY CRRISTMAS ALL!

How were your christmases? I had a pretty sad christmas this year. I mean there were happy times like when ren came over and we sang karaoke and when nica, nice and dan came over for lunch and kumanta nanaman kami but all in all i think it was the saddest christmas i've ever had. I don't know why, i can't explain why.

Maybe because i miss my friends who are in phils: angie, k-anne, char, chay, nok and lahat sila. Kasi last year ang dami namin talaga and this year its kind of incomplete. But nonetheless im just glad that Christ has come once again. =)

New year's coming up. I'm already thinking about school next year. I know i'm gonna have a HARD time next year so I want to study extra hard. I've got a list of resolutions too. I'll post em tomorrow. XD

Oh. I got a pair of heels and a bag from my mom this christmas. And I got a bag from ate mags too. XD

2006-12-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

9 days till christmas!!! I'm so excited. lol. Dawn mass started this morning. I woke up early. I seem pretty determined to finish the 9 days of dawn mass. Ü

I haven't done any christmas shopping. I don't know what to give to my friends yet. But i'll go shopping with mom soon i hope. I want to buy new jeans. haha or a skirt maybe. since people seldom see me wear skirts except for my school uniform. XD HAHA.

I'll blog again soon, when i have interesting stuff to write about. lol

2006-12-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

I have a new favorite movie! Haha. Dead or Alive. Its just the kind of movie that I love. Girls who can kick ass. Sana maging ganun ako one day. HAHA. Well anyway I'd recommend it to everyone who loves action. May pagkacomedy din sya. So yeahh I love it. I'd give it 5stars. Cool din yung cast.

Well anyway we had dinner out last night. Sana tonight rin. I want to go shopping eh. I've already got an idea on what to give my parents for christmas. I won't tell you because then someone might read this and then tell my parents. hahaha.

I gotta go now. My mom gave me chores to do. XD

2006-12-12T18:06:00.000+08:00

I finally got to cleaning my room today! And guess what i found? I found an old book that contained my poems. Haha. I used to write poems back when I was in love. And my poems surprised even myself. The poems were deep and so full of love and heartache. HAHA.

My 2nd favorite episode of Moms was yesterday's episode. Yung Ligaw-Ligawan, Biru-Biruan. Cute kase eh. Wafu talaga ni Polo, si Vivo super tall. :D Kulit din ni Sandara! Galing na nya mag-tagalog. I like her. I've always liked her. Some people don't like her kasi try hard daw sya. But she's ok for me. Down-to-earth and really honest.

I was playing Mortal Kombat kanina. Ang saya-saya. I created my own warrior. Ang saya-saya. HAHA.

2006-12-11T17:20:00.000+08:00

There's really not much to blog about these days. Its so boring here at home and all I've done is clean the house over and over again and watch movies on astro.

I'm reading this book called "The Bondage of Love". I love it. Its about life between two kinds of people and how 'low-class' people are capable of changing peoples lives and all that. It sure is a must-read!

I want to start writing a good story. Ok naman ang english ko. Correct naman ang grammar ko. I think I could be a good author. I've been having ideas of good story lines these past few days but its hard to put all those ideas into words.

I want to start getting creative too. I just don't have the materials to make things I want to make. But then again that's the point of being creative. I have to use stuff that I have. I guess I'm not very good at that part yet. Lol.

2006-12-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

Sarap nung food dun sa ka-toque! Parang gusto ko ng guy na chef. HAHA. Inde.. sarap kasi nung food haha. Fave chefs ko dun ay si Mitchie, Rosebud and Nino. Parang sarap talaga kasi nung mga luto nila eh. Lumalabas pagka-takaw ko nito eh! =_=

Later nalang ulit. I have to stir the chocolate icing. A very boring thing to do. Ü

2006-12-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

Whats wrong with friendster? It's so annoying now. T_T

30 minutes nalang, The Score na. YAY. haha obssessed.

Nakakainis manood ng day-off. Carmina seems to be constantly screaming all the time. If she thinks she's trying to be cute, she's not. It's annoying. Can't she do the job in a more composed, i-got-it-all-under-control kind of attitude. =_=

I was watching MMS kanina diba and I saw the designs of the famous designers in Phils and maganda rin. But they all seem to be in black. Which is good i mean, but its just kind of common or something. I'd post my designs here but then i'm afraid they might be ripped off by a wannabe poser. HAHA ang sama eh noh. Come on lah, respect wah. XD

2006-12-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

Why is it that people never get contented with what people give them. There will always be complaints and worse, criticism. It is really annoying to hear people complain about this and that and that the food wasn't enough or hindi sila nabusog or things like that. It is plain RUDE and THOUGHTLESS. It should be enough for the guests to be invited to spend a special day with them.

Anyway... I went to the mall today with the usual gang. All we did was eat and play CS. I couldn't play well because i don't know, maybe wasn't in the mood. Probably because I knew that something bad was about to happen and something did happen. Its really sad that she thinks of me in the way she thinks of me.

I want to go christmas shopping already. But i haven't got any money to shop with. I'll probably make stuff myself and then I could give it to them. Stuff made by one's self is always extra special. Ü

All my entries these days are long but I haven't gotten to writing in my journal. Bakit kaya sa blog ko i sound so serious and i always type in english and correct grammar. HAHA. Trust me, this isn't the way I talk or communicate in person. LOL.